I was sleeping in a train journey. I had a dream as follows… I was in a room, and there were few men trying to physically abuse me. I fought with them. I exited the room. I was in a high rise ship in middle of sea. With do Or die mindset, I jumped into the sea. I started swimming without knowing where the shore was, but hoped to reach a sea shore. I woke up from dream and sleep. Worst dream.
Why I had this bad dream? Is it by randomness? Many negative or bad things happened to me or many people in life. Are they by randomness? Is this life a random coincidence on planet earth? Is earth a randomness in solar system? Is solar system a random coincidence in universe? Is universe existing by cosmic coincidence or random activity from something else?
All these can not be by randomness. All looks like a well organised existence.
Somebody born into extreme poverty. Somebody born into richness. Somebody born to affectionate parents.
Sometimes situations are favorable to us. Sometimes situations are unfavorable to us.
Somebody lives as smuggler. Some people lives as paid killers. Some lives as prostitutes. Some lives as pimp. Some leads a professional career… Doctor or Engineer. Some lives as software engineers. Some lives as police officer. Some lives as soldiers. Like many water currents or drifts in ocean running in multiple directions and for various distance, people live in different lives… Short or long, happy or sad, pleasure or pain… etc.
How people get into their stream? Do they choose their life consciously? Or can they avoid their life consciously? Are they hurled into their respective life streams? People don’t have control over what life they are going to live. Your life, your career is not your choice, you may think it was your choice, but it is not true. It was decided and you are hurled into it.
Some kids are physically abused at tender age. Some kids lives without a blemish.
Somebody goes to a job and enjoy their work. Somebody goes to job, entangled in office politics, suffer like anything.
Not all couples enjoy marriage life. Some enjoy, some suffer, some both.
Some undergo chronical illness. Some die suddenly.
People born into different “born environments”. Can someone choose their born environment consciously? Can someone avoid a born-environment consciously? Our born-environment is not within our control. We are hurled into our born-environment fiercely.
Mostly our life is our reactions to our born-environment. What are the opportunities offered by our born-environment, we availed it.
How and who decides one’s born-environment?
Something before we born, this is all decided. Decided based on what?
How was we and where was we before we born into this life? We don’t know or we don’t remember. We have believes and assumptions about the past, but no facts.
But, pretty sure something before this life decides this current life.
Will this current life decide what is next after death? We have believes and assumptions, but no facts.
But, I am sure, something before this life decides current life. Current life decides what is after death.