People with ideology lives happily and enthusiastically. They are not affected by set backs of life, they have resilience and come back to their ideal life easily. They never break in life. Their ideology bring them back from set backs.
I have sensed 3 to 4 ideologist in my life. They are always a leader. Leadership qualities inbuilt in them. They command or use others always. They are not exploited by others in any way. It is they who exploit others for their ideology.
Ideologist command their mind, they control their mind, they regulate, channel their thoughts. They never fall prey to their mind’s enticements. Mind cannot dictate an ideologist to do it’s desires and impulses and random actions. Mind is a slave to ideologist.
For Non-ideologist people, their mind is their boss, god. They do, try whatever mind desires, urges, triggers. Their mind is inconsistent and dont have any goal. They live by mind’s randomness, drifting.
99℅ percentage of people are Non-ideologist. They live by their mind. Mind drives them inconsistently. They are their mind, how their mind is tuned, they are tuned in such way. They one with their mind. For ideologist, mind is a tool to use. They use their mind as they wish. They command their mind. They are separate from their mind.
Non-ideologist can be exploited by advertisement, marketing, brainwashing. Ideologist can exploit Non-ideologist easily. Ideologist are always an inspiration to Non-ideologist. But Non-ideologist don’t transform.
Ideologist never succeed or fail. Being an ideologist itself is happy to them. They don’t need an extraordinary thing to happen to make them happy. Doing actions for their ideology makes them happy and motivated. They spend their money, time, energy, resources for their ideology. They never regret as they wasted their money, time in their ideological activities. They don’t spend their time, money, resources in non-ideological activities mostly.
Ideology gives both pain and pleasure. Ideologist receives both happily. They don’t give up their ideology for it’s pain. They enjoy the pain on behalf of their ideology. Non-ideological people give up anything when they face pain.
What are the ideologies to mankind? An ideology may be a religious belief, a philosophy, politics, political movement, business, job, profession, friendship, family, children, literature, science, spirituality, communism, social welfare, sports, etc. It can be anything worth demanding your life.
I have sensed four people with ideology in my life. One with religious ideology, one with friendship as his ideologist, one with communism as his ideology, and another with his children as his ideology. These people rise up again and again from the setbacks of life and pursue their ideology.
Ideologist need not be rich, poor, healthy, sick, popular, famous, etc… These worldly measures are nothing to do with an ideologist. Ideologist can be anything. What is the benefit of being an ideologist? Ideologist are always happy and enthusiastic. They will have the benefits of being happy and enthusiastic. That’s it. The other worldly measures are controlled and distributed by different rules… a ruleless rule.
I am a non-ideologist. I am always inspired by seeing, moving with ideologist. But I never transform, I continue to be non-ideologist. I am my mind, my mind is me. I drift here and there as mind dictates. I don’t have consistency in anything. My mind urges me to buy a home. I bought. Then I regret why I bought a home. Then I sell it, then I regret why I sell it. I buy bike, then I regret, why I bought bike, then I sell it, then I regret why I sold my bike. I spent for maintaining and servicing the bike hefty, later I regret why I spent that much on bike maintenance. Sometimes I read Buddhism, sometimes I read Quran, sometimes I read Saivam, sometime I dont read anything. Sometimes I do charity with Divine feelings. Sometimes I don’t do charity with human irritation. Whatever my mind wants I try to do it. Sometimes I did sudharshan kriya, then stopped it. Sometimes I did Shambavi kriya, then I stopped it. Sometimes I do Vipasana then I stopped it. Sometimes I travel east, then I travel west. No consistency in any single stream. If I continued to travel east, I might have travelled long distance. But I am oscillating between east and west, overall covered very little distance, but fired more fuel as long distance travller. If I continued in any one practice (Sudharsana kriya, Shambavi kriya, Vipasana), then I would have sensed some experience. But nothing happens, due to sudden burst of short intensity. I want to take intellectual decision always, but I take decision by emotion, I act by emotional urges. I buy products by mind’s compulsive emotional urge. Then I regret for my decision and purchases.
But, I am free being non-ideologist. I don’t put myself into a framework, rigidity. I am flexible. I do something as long as I like to do it. If I don’t like, I stop doing it. No compulsion. I will not achieve anything in life due to non-consistency or non-ideologist or non-focused. I will not travel long distance, due to I oscillate between east and west. I don’t stuff my mind with same/one thing always. Thoughts, desires, passions, urges, compulsions are free flowing in my mind randomly. I am not able to control or command mind. My mind controls and commands me. But, being a non-entity, being non-achiever, having nothing accomplished, no goal, no ideology, regretting after taking an action, regretting after speaking, complaining when facing problems and pains, act by mind immediately, follow your good or bad reflexes immediately…. all are attributes of ordinary man. I am a common man.
Being an ideologist is a conscious decision, not a random flow. You decide to be an ideologist into something. You consciously take action, do activities, speak, think, have thoughts around your ideologist. You sense non-ideological thoughts and activities and stop them consciously. You voluntarily involve yourself in your ideology. Whereas non-ideologist act by unconscious emotional charge, they act where there is a natural “flow”. To be an ideologist you have to consciously and repeatedly keep re-stuffing your mind with ideological readings, thoughts, thinking. You should mingle and move with the people who have same ideological spirit like you.
Being ideologist is a conscious effort and decision. I don’t want to be conscious always.